Sonia Keys

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Archive for February, 2007

Morning errands

Posted by Sonia on February 28, 2007

Wednesday I dropped off my new black dress at the dry cleaners. I’d worn it three days, dancing, sex in a hotel, and milk spilled down the front, it needed help fast.

On the way, I stopped in the the Nail Salon looking for Colleen. See, her aloofness a couple of days ago had bugged me until I finally decided to go back to the shop just to express my concern. She wasn’t there (of course) but I left my concern with Heather. Hopefully Heather will say something nice to her. Oh…my gesture will backfire horribly if instead, Heather fires Colleen for not appearing professional. Nah, unlikely.

I had this dress in my hand when I stopped in the nail salon and Heather expressed a little burst of amusement that I was just walking down the street male-mode with a dress in my hand. At the dry cleaner though, I just dropped it off, told her there was milk spilled on the front, and gave her my name, “Sonia.” She didn’t blink, didn’t look at my muscles or anything.

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Do you know where your panties are?

Posted by Sonia on February 28, 2007

Tuesday I made it to Natick for the first time in three weeks. Had a nice time seeing various people, and especially chatting with Jackie. Chatting with Danielle was good because I think each of us is trying to figure out if the other is interested in us, and we got to learn a bit about each other. I learned that she stays very busy between advertising, cosmetics, and life coaching. She learned that I’m not “straight”, that is, that I like men. Jim was there and in a flirty mood. Danielle tried to introduce us and we said, “oh, we know each other.” Danielle was surprised, “Um…he gave me his number” I confessed. Now Danielle was shocked. “Why?!” “Oh, I was flirting with him and…” She cut me off. “You were flirting with him?! Why?!” A little later, Wendy claimed to be wearing a pair of my panties. I admitted that it was possible, although I didn’t know what panties Wendy was talking about. Poor Danielle. Her bubble was burst.

Wendy gave me a ride home. Too early to turn in though, I just dropped my bag on the front porch and walked over to J Tree for a couple more drinks. It was trivia night. “What four digit number is on the cover of Janet Jackson’s ‘Rhythm Nation?’” I had that CD. 1814. Stoli Raz and tonics were nice. A little bit odd for me to be there, as the place is *such* a straight, college jock, kind of place. But I sat and sipped my drink and didn’t bother anyone and no one bothered me.

[Added later: Wendy later told me that she totally made up the bit about wearing my panties, just out of silliness and to get a reaction from people. She said my reaction of not knowing for sure fit in with her gag perfectly.]

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Cheap beer

Posted by Sonia on February 27, 2007

Monday night I was ready to resume my routine of going out too much. I went to Uno Pizza for karaoke again. Some of the girls had such amazing voices when I was there last time! This night the singing wasn’t as good overall, but people were friendly, pizza was good, and beer was embarrassingly cheap.

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Female sensitivity

Posted by Sonia on February 26, 2007

Sunday morning I was pretty wasted from lack of sleep, but I had too many little things I wanted to do before sleeping. I had things to pickup at the drug store, my dry cleaning to pickup, and finally, to unwind and be ready to spend time out in public, stopped to get my nails done. Coleen was working, and it should have been good to talk with her, because for some reason Rebecca usually ends up doing my nails, except that I was deliriously tired and I know I wasn’t very good for conversation. I rambled on endlessly about myself, and wasn’t much of a girl. She complimented my wristwatch, and I brushed aside the compliment saying that the watch was all scratched up. I should have showed it to her to let her see it better, told her where I bought it, and so on. Also, she seemed upset or something. If I were a girl I would have made her talk, or at least said something to help her relax or loosen up or something.

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Sonia sighted in the office

Posted by Sonia on February 25, 2007

Starting last Thursday, the 22nd, I had three days of telescope time, so Thursday, Friday, and Saturday were all work and no play. I did take advantage of being alone in the building to work as Sonia each night, which felt good.

The first night, the night security person wanted to see my ID when I came in around 9pm. “Are you sure this is you?” she asked. “Umm, I’ve lost a lot of weight since that picture was taken” I answered.

Friday night I wore my Sisters of Boston pin, since I couldn’t actually be at Sisters.

Very early Saturday morning, Kate, the ombudsperson I’d worked with on TG policies, walked by my door. Very strange, as it was 5am, a weekend, and she doesn’t even work in my building. Strange for her too as she had never seen me dressed as Sonia! She walked by my door in a hurry, glancing in, I’m sure just because it would have been curious to see an office door open at that hour. I said hi. A second later, she had realized it was me and backed up to say hi and talk for a moment. Turns out she was on her way to the airport because her daughter had just delivered a baby. She had to get something out of her office first, and my hallway was a shortcut to her building. I shooed her away when I learned she was in a hurry, but still it was fun to have that chance encounter, and good for her to see me dressed. I had my makeup done well, and I was wearing my oh-so-conservative Tahari sweater and the nice silver and glass bead necklace I got from Nomad. I think it was good first impression!

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A time for play and a time for work

Posted by Sonia on February 22, 2007

Thursday, this morning, I slept for just 4 1/2 hours again before waking up. I sure thought I’d sleep longer. And well, this is the end of adventures out on the town for a few days. Tonight is the first night of a three day run at the telescope. I played at the computer for a bit today, came in to work, and here I am.

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Mr. right now

Posted by Sonia on February 22, 2007

Wednesday I slept six hours, woke up kind of slowly, then finally dressed in a hurry and ran out the door, hoping to catch the laser place still open. It was, whew. I made a new appointment, without even checking when my last one was. I know it was some time ago, and the hairs are really starting to fill in now, especially on my upper lip. Just in the last week or so, there’s been a beard shadow that remains even after shaving. Walking on down the street, I went to Diva for a breakfast of dosas and cocktails. That was good but I was worried it wouldn’t be enough, so I crossed the street to have a salad and coffee at Diesel This was perfect. But, by now it was like 10:00 and I had plans to go back to Jacque’s. See, Deanna had told me that Wednesdays are much better than Tuesdays and had promised me more men. Whew, she turned out to be right.

In Jacque’s about 10:30, the place was just starting to fill up, and the show hadn’t started yet. Deanna was there. I smiled at her and sat at the bar. Before long she came to talk to me, which was really nice, I thought. We’d chatted for just a little bit when I saw…Amy(!) walk in. She looked like she might have come with another girl, but she told me later she was alone. She hadn’t spotted me when she walked right behind me, and I said over my shoulder, “Amy.” She did the double take and was happy to discover it was me. Now she sat with me, Deanna drifted away, and Amy and I talked about picking up men, just like Deanna and I had talked the night before. What fun.

So…….the time had come for Sonia. Trina had talked to me about men. Deanna had, Amy had, and, heck…I’d picked up men before, but that all predated Sonia. I’d looked around the room and had had my eye on my top choice. He’d been here and there around the bar, and for a long time had stood just on the other side of Amy from me. Now he was gone. “Where did my man go?” I asked Amy, giggling that he was the one I wanted. I twisted around to look for him, and there he was standing immediately behind me! Eek! Whether he heard me or not, minutes later he introduced himself. Ah, yes, he wanted me.

He ended up getting us a room at a hotel. Both of us were interested in working quickly. I pleased my man, and then he was snoring before I could come back from the bathroom. I watched the clock patiently for 10 minutes to make sure he would stay asleep, dressed and slipped back out into the night.

Cab back to Harvard Square, about 1:30, lunch at CVS, up the street to put in a few hours at the office. (Yes, I processed asteroid data for a few hours.)

On the way home in the morning, I thought I’d go by the dry cleaner’s and check their hours to see when I could come back to drop off my coat. Silly me, dry cleaners open early. What to do then? I could save a trip by dropping it off then and walking home without a coat. It’s only a few blocks. I surely wouldn’t die. I told the woman that I was leaving my coat, she glanced around me and saw that I didn’t have another one with me and her eyes got wide. “I don’t have far to go” I explained. I slipped off my coat and underneath was my sleeveless top. Now, walking out into the freezing winter air might have been shocking enough, but she forgot all about that at the sight of my arms. “Oh, you have big muscles!” she said in her Asian accent. “You very strong!” I smiled, took my claim check, and hurried home.

The icy sidewalks were full of people on their way to work. Not one of them gave a second look to the woman with bare arms. There’s the morning work crowd for ya.

Back in the heated house, I know I should have kept my mouth shut, but I couldn’t resist telling Al of my adventures. He really didn’t need to hear that. I’m so bad.

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I can drink, but I can’t catch a train

Posted by Sonia on February 21, 2007

Tuesday I managed to sleep just 4 1/2 hours, which should have left me all the time in the world to get to Natick. I planned on maybe browsing around the Mall beforehand, maybe having dinner with Danielle, if she was available, taking my time pampering myself getting ready. Instead, to make a long story short, I piddled and ended up missing the last reasonable train. Now if I weren’t still so socially inhibited, I would have called Wendy, asked where she was and if she could give me a ride. And if I were just girl enough, I would have called Danielle and told her that I missed my train and wouldn’t make it. Instead, I let know one know where I was, I sulked, and walked over to News to have dinner and a drink.

Now, at News, an interesting thing happened. I walked in, told the hostess I was alone and that I’d be happy just sitting at the bar, she smiled and nodded to the bar, but then before I could claim a seat, she came back up behind me and said, “Oh, you know? This is actually a private function here. I can seat you in the next room.” Of course that was fine, but…the next room was empty but for me, and this is the second time I’ve had them seat me away from everyone else like that. Could be coincidence, could be that it really was a private function, could be that they are guessing that I’d like a quiet corner since I’m alone, but really, I kind of doubt it. It really feels more like they wanted the tranny away from their other, more precious, customers. I don’t know though, they’re always so friendly to me. They always invite me back. They always tell me about their ladies night on Wednesdays. Could mean nothing. Anyway, after dinner and a cocktail, there was certainly nothing more for me there, so I left.

The night was young, I decided to go to Jacque’s, since I hadn’t been there in ages and since I’d heard a few girls tell lately about how they’d been having fun there. It turned out to be educational, even if not just riotous fun. It was karaoke night, the place was next to dead, the hostess had lost her voice, no one wanted to sing, a couple of people took turns singing just out of pity really. I ended up chatting most of the night with a girl named Deanna, who told me stories of picking up men, making a little money on the side, life on heart medication that rendered her unable to achieve erection, her wife that still had needs, and how the two of them would work the room together sometimes, each getting their needs fulfilled, and making that extra money as a couple. How sweet.

Jacques closed, I had just enough time to catch the train back to Cambridge. In Cambridge, I had just enough time to make last call at Charlie’s Kitchen, then stumble up the street to my office and do a little bit of work over the rest of the night. Home in the morning, I chatted with Wendy for a bit via IM, and we made plans to go to Triangles together next week. Should be a blast!

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